Showing posts with label End of the Year Poems. Show all posts
Showing posts with label End of the Year Poems. Show all posts

Monday, December 13, 2010

The Hardest Wait

I am waiting for the last turn of the year
to bend its way into a cold corner & relent.
For the stacks of to do & to buy to be done.
For the messages to go ignored & the smiles
to settle: a body sinking into warm bed heaven.
I will trade this corner for the corner of a couch.
I will trade the daily driver's seat for an 800
mile holiday triangle: home, away from home,
old home, & back again.

                                     But you will be waiting,
won't you? Like the books, unread for time,
the stacks of half-ass scholarship & unlooked
lesson plans. An unlocked door between us and
nothing but a rising & setting sun holding time
from tearing itself apart.

                                     But the windows will
not fail. Not these that share a morning moon,
the lost seabirds circling, the semiotics of wind.
I will gladly trade them for a windshield view:
the sly Missouri bending near Rocheport,
the sad, dead paddle-wheels seen from a steel-
bridge view above the stubborn Mississippi,
the snow-stubbled fields of southeast Kansas.

There is no mistaking the way we slide through
time collecting familiarities. Though everything
changes, the way we see & the way we wait
remain. The rest is the stacking of goods.